I Love You So Much, I Hate You!

The frustration is deafening

I want to rip your head off

Scratch your back until it bleeds

Pound it all out on to the street.

I hate you!

I do!

I hate you, so.

 

Wondering how it is, foods, wine,

The sweet taste of endless time

Knowing of the kiss, hold, and engulf

Lucky, lucky, lucky and so deserving

I love you!

I do!

I hate you, so.

I do!

 

Leave it alone; knowing it can’t but then

Sends me, fulfills dreams

Turns it all around and around

Longing of saddens replaced by trembles of blinding vision

Poetic justice is written and sung

I really do hate you!

I do!

 

Over the nights and nights of

Darkness that blankets them us together

Lucky, lucky, so lucky is naive of youth

A timer is the essence of unjust space

Limited sequences of must goes and gone

I hate you!

I love you so much, I hate you

I do!

I do!

It’s done to be just one.